Well, today was the tipical struggle to get uo in the morning, and the only thoughts i had were of the homework i left last nght to do that morning. i had already thought ive gotten out of bed and brushed my teeth before my body could start to move. It hurt to live but i got up and joined the awkened world. ive always said that the biggest thing you should live for is the next day. I must have not thought about the moring. I didn't know what time my boyfriend would get to school, so I planned on being at school at 7:30am. Still, between, clothes, makeup and MTV the time kinda leaves before you do, and before I knew it, it was 7:40. So i rush out the door, copy the homework from my friend, and live out my day. Typical, i meet my boyfriend in the hall, learn, breath, grow, that sort of thing, then after school, I spend 3-4 hours being yelled at by the play director, then go home, call my boyfriend 5 times (he didnt pick up) then go on here, aint that someting???.....sad??? lol, well gonna call him one last time, maybe hell pick up. Then i wont feel like im annoying him!

xoxox
sam